Another day is almost over, about half way through my day. I had district court this morning for a dring while license suspended charge, it sucks that they can habitualize me. I finally will hopefully have my act together and if I am habitualized then I will lose my license for a whopping seven years! That will make me 29... alomst thirty years old and getting my license. We got a real winner here ladies and gentlemen....
Also my grandmother has finally come out and said that she still has cancer... about a year ago the doctors wanted her to have a surgery to take out the lump but she didnt want to. She was really scared and ended up saying that it was gone to the family. No one ever really went in the office when she went to the doctor, she didnt want them to. I mean when she had chemo I would go and visit her. I dont know why she would do this. I cant wrap my head around it yet, she knows how much I need her. I know that sounds selfish but she cannot leave me yet. She is the only one. I hate this fuckin day, and my life, and I just want someone to fix me.. I am so tired of crying and always being disappointed. Maybe if I wasnt so fucking stress to her she would have taken care of it ya know. I wrote what I had to say for the day.
I am not a realy religous person but if someone ever really reads this and you are, pray for my grandma- Her name is Janet. Anything that could help.
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